Today is the 4th June 2013. Things felt a little different when one's expectation changes. I won't say it changed entirely overnight, but at least I felt there were changes.

I've stop expecting you to do things like I used to, at least these two days. Sometimes when it failed and I get angry, I'll only take a deep breathe and tell myself that hey, I thought I said stop expecting?

And there are many things I would expect from you everyday, small little things that may not even matter that means a lot to me. 

A few times, I would miss how everything used to be, and reach out for a hug. You never did knew, did you? That every hug I reached out to get from you meant something, that each hug was a comfort to something that's on my mind. 

I'm looking forward to being happier, I couldn't be bothered anymore. 

And I will visit New York City this year for Christmas and New Year.